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IS there anyway to edit your posts? I just noticed a lot of spelling errors and it annoys me....

Fluffy

Hello! I have a cat. She is a hairless cat. Her name is Fluffy. She is the biggest brat in the world. This morning as I was making breakfast she decided to try to pee in the sink. Sooo, before she ~*began*~ I eas like, "FLUFFY NO!" so she jumped out of the sink. I then grabbed her and put her in the bathroom where her litter box is. She ran out and back into the kitchen. In hte kitchen she decided to stick her tongue in the pot holding left-over gravy. Then, she peed in the sink. *augh*

I sat down and was eating my breakfast (left over turkey,gravy,mashed potatoes and green bean cassarole) when she jumped on the table. I grabed the place mat (as you do) and went to smack her with it. I never acctaully smack her...just seeing it come towards her scares her so she runs. There is never any contact. Well, she jumped OVER the swinging place mat and grabbed a huge peice of turkey. I tried to grab it from her but it was too late. She ran. She is fat. Rawr.

Then, the dogs felt jealous so I had to give them some turkey. I had no turkey. :[


Merry Christmas to you too, FLuffy.


She is asleep in my bed right now. AUGH

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A bit more of a serious topic...

Have you ever had that feeling? The feeling like your walking on air. When you feel like you have this huge glowing ball inside of you making you smile all the time. When you feel like your heart keeps getting bigger, and bigger and soon it will just explode right out of you. The feeling when you can't stop being happy...no matter what. The feeling of being in love.

Well, have you?

I know, for sure, that I haven't, and I want, almost more than anything, to feel that. I've had my fair share of school-girl crushes. They've never lasted more than a few days. I'll decide that I "like" them, but then, as I begin to watch them closer I see all of their faults and immediately any attraction is lost.

I've had celebrity crushes. Completely based off of looks and their characters personalities, they weren't love. My love for the youtubers charlieissocoollike, whataboutadam, nerimon, johnnydurham19, and many others is strong, but it's not being in love. Sure, I would've given almost anything to hug them, or just touch their hair, but I know that their is no possible way for that happening. I love them SO much but, alas, I'm not truly in love.

I want the kind of love that my sister has. When ever she talks about her boyfriend she gets this giant smile on her face, and she doesn't even realize she's smiling until I point it out.

I want the kind of love that paytotheorderofofof2 (off of youtube people call her "Emily") has. She has all of these people telling her to break up with her boyfriend because he's different. Does she listen? No. They love each other and that's all that matters.

I don't think that I'll ever get that kind of love. Sure, I'm only thirteen and I have loads of things ahead of me but, I set my standards too high. I want to find someone kind, intelligent, and who likes the same things that I do. I'm not the kind of girl who can afford high standards. I don't see why anyone in the world could possibly love me. {Whining starts NOW} I'm not attractive, I'm very...strange, I'm loud/talkative/obnoxious, I'm incredibly opinionated and stubborn*. People say that when your in-love you can look past all these faults in a person, but it just doesn't seem possible. I don't know.




*I'm not saying being opinionated is a fault. I'm saying that if a person were to look past the ugly/strange/obnoxious side of me, and they had a completely different opinion than me on something major, there would be many debates. Some people like to try to keep the peace and wouldn't like that.