My Life As of Now

Most Saturday mornings I go with my mother and assist with her pilates class.
This is extremely boring. Yes, talking to the ladies is nice, but keeping up a conversation with these women for a long time is hard. I like them all very much but, really?

To get me threw the morning I purchase Mike and Ikes from the twentyfive cent candy machine they have.

Over the past few weeks there have been issues. The issue is me usually forgetting to bring a quarter.

Today I came prepared. Money is hand I approached the godly candy machine, LE GASP! There is a post-it note on the machine. "OUT OF ORDER: MIKE AND IKES." It was only on the mike and ike portion of the machine. Seriously?! This must be a cruel joke. It isn't.
No Mike and Ikes for Beth. I had to make due with a meager portion of Skittles. What a great start to my day, huh?



Pilates is still in session and I am bored out of my skull. Uh, hour two just started and I don't know any of these people so I can't talk to themmmmm. Rawr.

I will just blog. blog blog blog blog.

Life has been really good/bad right now. Its really amazing/horrible. Ha. Win.
When I'm talking with my friends or hanging with them and such I've been having so much fun. Its great. Socialy, I think my life is wonderful at the moment.

But, when I'm alone i've found myself worrying and obsessing about things. All sorts of thing, big and small. I think about conversations i've had, or will have or about people or about things that will happen for long amounts of time to the point I feel like crying/throwing up.

I have deduced that this is probably not healthy.

Oh well!

Maybe if I had Mike and Ikes this wouldn't be a problem...