Blah, Blah, Yaddah, Yaddah, Etc. Etc.

:)

2009-06-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

You know that wintery feeling you get when you look out your window and see everything shining and covered in ice and snow and its so beautiful and just...wintery?
I just got that feeling <3

SOOO

2009-06-05T16:59:00.001-07:00

Stephen Wallace
makes me smile

He is mathematical :]

rofl

2009-03-13T17:55:00.001-07:00

hahahaha I am such a whiny bitch.

ugh

2009-03-09T18:37:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't be upset about this
i really shouldn't
I didn't have the guts to do anything about it when i had the chance
so why am I so upset now?
I should be happy that things are working out this way
that this'll end with more people happy
but i really can't help by think
why not me?
Its not fair.
What ever.
ill get over it.

HAHAHa

2009-02-21T12:35:00.000-08:00

LOL I posted this when I had mono two years ago

omg
rofl

"Well the end is near. We all knew it was going to come and here it is on is way. HArry Potter book seven is coming and then there will be no more. The fanfiction will continue for a while adn yes the movies butit soon will fizzle out.We musnt let this happen! I wonder what will happen in book seven...maybe Harry will get an STD and the rest of the book is Mr. Weasley giving harry the talk. Or maybe Draco will find out that his mom isnt really his mom. Maybe his real mom was a muggle .SO that means at this point draco is feeling btrayed, alone and a bit confused and then they can start a new series dedicated to draco trying to find himself. "A Journey Within Draco" i like it. Maybe when i get off the meds the docs are giving me i wont think that but fornow ,y loppy,sleepy thots charged by meds shall remain in this blog.I am like wathcing naimal planet and then had horses and it was someguy talking. This guy was all brittish and it ws funny cuz when he was talking about the horse "hooves" he was all like "hoooooooooooves" it wassooo funny.. WOah every two years lions put aside a time where they mate for six seconds every fifteen minutes for a week. WOAHAlso according to the tv heartbreak is a depressing fact of life. They were talking about pigeons when talking about that.

OMg it just said that dolphins have moustachesbu they soon lose them after birth!"

2008-12-25T19:30:00.001-08:00

All you need is love
love,
love is all you need.

ijhugderfertj

2008-12-13T16:36:00.000-08:00

DELETED

Nora<3

2008-11-28T17:00:00.000-08:00

I have spent more time with Nora this week than I have with my own mother.
Haha

Yayz @ hours of singingguitar jam sessions!
Not yayz @ Nora re-doing lyrics
Yayz @ verizonal
Yayz @ how much I love CC and Nora

ohmigosh yes

<3 <3 <3

<3<3Cheesy

2008-11-17T17:34:00.001-08:00

Ohmigosh
There are a few people who can send me text messages and they just brighten my day and make me smile so much.

These people just send the most adorable things and I don't know they even realize it.

Ohmigosh.

omznomz

2008-11-16T15:50:00.000-08:00

Yay

Stride Spearmint gum is tuh-tasty-tasty

Augh

2008-11-15T12:34:00.000-08:00

[emoangrywhinyrant]
REMOVED BIT

Edit:Sometimes I freakin' hate always being the "happy one." When other people are sad I'm the one who is all "kittenskittens" and attempts to cheer them up, but when i'm feeling down and really need a place to vent, or if i'm upset and needing sympathy i feel as if people are all "pssh the happy one can't be down. Now, cheer me up" Ew I probably sound really fucking selfish right now but, i need to rant because at the moment, i haven't anyone to listen.

[/emoangrywhinyrant]

WANTED

2008-11-11T17:14:00.001-08:00

WANTED: WINTER HATS

Any suggestions on where to buy warm/pretty ones?

My Life As of Now

2008-11-08T07:08:00.000-08:00

Most Saturday mornings I go with my mother and assist with her pilates class.
This is extremely boring. Yes, talking to the ladies is nice, but keeping up a conversation with these women for a long time is hard. I like them all very much but, really?

To get me threw the morning I purchase Mike and Ikes from the twentyfive cent candy machine they have.

Over the past few weeks there have been issues. The issue is me usually forgetting to bring a quarter.

Today I came prepared. Money is hand I approached the godly candy machine, LE GASP! There is a post-it note on the machine. "OUT OF ORDER: MIKE AND IKES." It was only on the mike and ike portion of the machine. Seriously?! This must be a cruel joke. It isn't.
No Mike and Ikes for Beth. I had to make due with a meager portion of Skittles. What a great start to my day, huh?

Pilates is still in session and I am bored out of my skull. Uh, hour two just started and I don't know any of these people so I can't talk to themmmmm. Rawr.

I will just blog. blog blog blog blog.

Life has been really good/bad right now. Its really amazing/horrible. Ha. Win.
When I'm talking with my friends or hanging with them and such I've been having so much fun. Its great. Socialy, I think my life is wonderful at the moment.

But, when I'm alone i've found myself worrying and obsessing about things. All sorts of thing, big and small. I think about conversations i've had, or will have or about people or about things that will happen for long amounts of time to the point I feel like crying/throwing up.

I have deduced that this is probably not healthy.

Oh well!

Maybe if I had Mike and Ikes this wouldn't be a problem...

omgyay

2008-11-06T17:33:00.000-08:00

Ah I've been loving texting with people, lately.
Dude, it makes me so freakin' happy.

Photoshop<3

2008-11-05T16:21:00.000-08:00

Dude, am I the only one who thinks these look pretty cool?

An Apology

2008-11-04T15:20:00.000-08:00

Mr. Tickle Me Lawrence,
I apologize for leaving a cliff hanger in one of my blog posts. I don't qute understand why you are so disappointed about me NOT posting any details about the marchingband funness considering you were there.

BUT OH WELL

I LOVE MY LAWRENCE x 1000

:]

ugh

2008-11-03T18:45:00.001-08:00

that throwy up feeling is back

but times ten

Ahhh

2008-11-03T15:48:00.000-08:00

Ah
I have no clue what's wrong with me today

So much thinking, I couldn't concentrate in artttt.
Nearly made myself throwup/cry in the middle of class.
Weird feeling.
And by "made myself throwup" I don't mean that in the eating disorder way.
I mean in the way that I was like "thinkthinkthink" and then I was like "blehh"
Shut up.
It makes sense to me.

BUT ON THE PLUS SIDE....

<3
roflmao

Happy Halloween!

2008-10-31T13:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

What are my plans for this evening?

Tea+me+couch+House+Gossip Girl

Yup
No Halloween plans.

It feels like an important part of my childhood in evaporating.
Idk.

Whatever.

I'll post another entry later about thoughts and feelings ive been havign lately.

WHATEVER
IDK

Bie

FORTIETH POST

2008-10-21T17:28:00.000-07:00

Ugh

I was hoping for some spectacular fortieth post wonder.

Nope.

I am cold.

Eek

2008-10-19T17:16:00.000-07:00

Kay, so I'm officially scared of life and sorta of want to go be a crow or a whale now. Who is game?

Ha

2008-10-15T17:50:00.001-07:00

I'm really liking things right now ^.^

omfg loser

2008-10-10T16:12:00.000-07:00

WHY AM I A LOSER?
I COULD BE AT MY HIGHSCHOOL HOMECOMING FOOT BALL GAME, BUT INSTEAD IM AT HOME EATING POPCORN AND LISTENING TO," eVERYTIME WE TOUCH," BY CASCADA ON LOOP.

IM ON TIME NUMBAH FIVE.

*FAIL*

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

2008-10-09T03:24:00.000-07:00

1 2 3 4 5 fingers on one hand
1 2 3 4 5 fingers on the other hand
10 fingers on 2 hands
I can clap
yes I can
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
How many toes do we have?
1 2 3 4 5 toes on one foot
1 2 3 4 5 toes on the other foot
10 toes on 2 feet
I can walk
down the street
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
woo

Argh

2008-10-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

Today is Profession Day
at school
I am wearing
My Bodice
Why?
Pirates<3

Egg White

2008-10-07T15:12:00.000-07:00

Ha ha ha
my face is now COVERED in egg whites. Why?

I'm attempting ~*a face mask*~.

It feels weird.

Lulz I'm a loser.

Early Morning Fun

2008-10-07T03:22:00.000-07:00

Beth has eight minutes until I must run outside and wait for the bus in LE COLD. Ugh, this week on The N they're playing Degrassi and ONLY Degrassi. It's really, really, really annoying. A incestuous group of teenagers that go through high school with a HUGE amount of unrealistic drama. One episode a kid nearly get beaten to death, the next some guy is addicting to crack and gets sent to rehab, the next someone gets stabbed. AND, the stabbing really made me mad because the guy who died was the only person who didn't annoy me. All of the actors are terrible. And, oh yeah, some girl got raped.

Ugh. SO.

IN CONCLUSION
Degrassi sucks.
You should look up Stevieproduction's degrassi movie on youtube. It's loltastic.

Lol ok, ok

2008-09-30T17:09:00.000-07:00

Yes, yes, yes, I know I posted a post-thing, like four seconds ago, but this is my blog that no one reads so I can do what I want.

I realized I really, really like holding hands.
I realized I have just ab out no personal boundaries. I'm always touching other people (hugging, holding etc.) People I've never met i'm just like, "Ooh nice hair!" and pet them. I touch people all the time. Its weird. Idk. I'm just glad my friends are OK with it otherwise I would have to invest in sharks to kill me when I touch others or something. Idk.
But, I love hugs and people and stuff.

I also really love wintergreen tic-tacs.
Ftw?
I think so.

Ow

2008-09-30T17:08:00.001-07:00

My tummy hurts :[

Yay

2008-09-28T09:42:00.000-07:00

This weekend is awesome so far. Friday- no school. SDaturday- Amazing time with nora and CC and NEW people...more will be posted on that LATER. And today I am at Nora's house. Right Now. She is practicing violin.

SO, this post is short for i must go and steal pictures off of her computer.

ha

2008-09-25T18:44:00.000-07:00

I am so bored right now I am going to make a blog post. SHOCK! I love Alex's blog/online diary (www.nerimon.diaryland.com) because he posts everything and anything because he isn't afraid if people see it. I wish I had that coruage. lulz. I do not. SO, instead, I will ramble on about things that have no meaning to YOU, the nonexistent reader, and that have little meaning to me, the bored writer. Excited much? I know I am.

Awkward situations SUCK. Not so much the awkward situations where you are all like "omg lol" on the inside because somone said, "In my pants." I'm talking about the kind of awkward where someone says something that's just like, POW and then you have no time to think and no time to react and then when you do it comes out weird. I wish life was like a Twix commercial. You know, someone says something and then you eat a Twix and things are good. Yeah. I want Twix now, but for a completely unrealated reason. The current reason is because they are tasty and fill me with sweet nostalgia. Wee.

I have heard at least two songs that annoy me that are sung by and about teenage girls. Both of these songs talk about how confused, sad, lonely, etc. they are until their boyfriend calls them. About how these girls just sit around all day until their boy calls them. This sickens me. I know that I am not this unstable. I do not whine and moan and complain about, "omgomg so-and-so didn't call meeee and SOOOO gonna DIE." No. No. No. No. No. No. This is fail and pathetic. Either, A. Get over it, B. Become emotionaly stable, C. Get a house plant so you'll always have someone to talk to, or D. Shut up about it. Thanks you.

The Bridges. Amazing band and SO SO SO adorable. Five person band. Four girls and one guy. They are all so adorable it's not even funny.

Really? Really?

Adorable. I mean, dude, look at them. Natalie has this little squee face on and Isaaca is always aww factor and Jeremy is trying to be manly seductive but it look QT and and Brittany is all SHUH-EEK and Stacey is all like *divas*

Win.

Uh

2008-09-19T18:51:00.001-07:00

People annoy me.

Why can't they mind their own buissness?

People are making things weird, now.

My kitten is purring on my lap and he just bit my face....twice.

Pain. :'[

Loser cat.

He likes Ham.

Recent Thinkingssss

2008-09-03T13:00:00.000-07:00

Ok, well lately I've just been thinking random thoughts (as I do) and I want to type them up.

SO, yeah.

Ill just update when ever.

In a certain light, asphalt sparkles.

It's an amazing feeling to come home from your first stressful few days of highschool, and you go into your front yard and sit on your favorite swing, then you realize your feet still can't touch the ground.

There are so many gorgeous guys at our school. :]

Yumm

2008-07-31T11:49:00.000-07:00

Our kitchen is being re-done. So, everyday this week we've hada builder guy at our house. Instead of continuing my life as normal, I hide in my room or the basement.

I am such a loser

But, eh, I HAD SUSHI

Relay For Liiiife

2008-06-14T20:06:00.000-07:00

Ok, So Relay for Life was pretty much the most amazing thing ever.

It started off with people being hot in the sun and setting up and then we listened to people open the thing with speeches. I know this sounds horrible but, I couldn't contain myself during the
"Blessing" thing. I was laughing. Openly. I mean, come on, It started off by saying "OH! GREAT AND WONDERFUL, AWESOME GOD" lmao.

Then began the Survivors Lap. My eyes teared up. It was moving. Seeing all these people who had the strength to beat the cancer was inspirational.

Then, we decided to give free hugs. We made signs and hugged people. LOTS of people. Loads of people. It was amazing. We made friends (Andy, Ray and David <3<3), made people smile, and ate nerds <3

They lit the candles at 9:15. I have never cried that much in public before in my life. Everyone was sobbing openly. We were all in a group attempting to comfort each other. When the ceremony was over and we were left sniffley Ms. Katz attempted to cheer us up with produce. "Juice! *bounce* I HAVE JUICE *bounce*"

Hilarious.

The free hugs continued. Allison and I walked around loads because I had to pee. We then met Andy and Ray, two of the most huggable fellows ever.

Allison quote: "Nighttime HUGS ARE THE BEST HUGS"

Lulzcakes.

CC+four tall guys+tackleglomphuggle=Amazing.

That is just the surface of all the awesome that occured.

I can't sum it all up. It was great. It was amazing, It was moving. I am so tot. deff. doing it next year.

Yeaaaah.

2008-06-07T11:19:00.001-07:00

I won an iPod nano
hoorah!

Luh-egs

2008-05-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

My legs don't work.
:[
I haven't gone to school since Monday.
:]
I can't walk down stairs.
:[
I have cookies.
:]
They don't know why pain happens when I walk.
:[
I'm watching the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
:]
They had to draw three tubes of blood
:[

Etc.

Bleh

2008-05-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

I went to sleep at 7:20 pm and woke up a few hours later. I drank a whole bottle of snapple. That usually makes me hyper. I feel like a corpse. Sleep is needed. :[

:]

2008-05-05T18:24:00.001-07:00

Someone greeted me today by saying,
"Hello Beautiful"

It made me so indescribably happy.
I love it when people call me "love" or "beautiful" or something
This is not counting family.
my mum calls me those all the time
But this was amazing <3

I am chewing gum and i smell like pine apples

La la

2008-05-04T14:46:00.000-07:00

I was going to post and angry rant, but i'm listening to "Oh Shooting Star" by Nice Guys Finish First and i'm too happy to be angry.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=38710589&MyToken=7c8739d6-b92c-445d-a07d-e7846795ba1c

Check it out

2008-04-28T17:22:00.000-07:00

Wuh-ell. I moved last week. Yay?

I want to write in this more. I really do.

I saw a license plate to that said "CHDRMAN"

Nora's mum thought it was "Chowder Man" or "Cheddar Man"
Nora thought it was "Cheader Man"
I suggested "Chuh-Doctor-Man"

A woman was driving the car.

I have officially decided that Joe (disneykid1 on youtube) is gorgeous.

Yes

Happy Easter :]

2008-03-23T19:52:00.000-07:00

Happy Easter Peeps!

I have to pee!

Last Night...

2008-03-02T13:42:00.000-08:00

Yo yo yo! Well, yes. This blog entry really has no purpose. I just wanted to blog it UP so yah. Last night my me, my mum, and Nora went to my mother's office Christmas party. Yes, a Christmas part march 1st. It was...odd. The physical therapists played musical chairs.

Some favorite quotes of the night...

My mum: I'll squeeze your bladder, baby!

My mum's boss (asking a trivia question): How many people out of ten die within the first two days of getting the Ebola virus?

Some guy: Yeah, I get to drive around and pretend to pick up hooker. I wouldn't really do that, but it's really fun to pretend.

My mum's friend: oh no! I forgot to put on deodorant...but it's ok...I've taken a shower almost everynight this week so i think i've built up a tolerance

Nora'as face looked scared/shocked/disturbed when she heard this...the guy is really an undercover cop so he's aloud to do that sort of stuff. Lolol

Then Nora and I went home and I had to wear a charlieissocoollike mask. Yay for Beth?

Rawrr

2008-02-07T18:03:00.000-08:00

I hate it when people push you and don't apologize. And then they look at you like it was your fault. And it's not fun
rawr.

Bandz it up:]

2008-01-21T07:58:00.000-08:00

OK! Stealing-from-Joe-who-stole-from-Kim-who-stole-from-someone-else time! My super-cool band! Name: Slovenské Pravno
Album: Show Business with Blood
Album Art:

It got all stretched out during uploading :[
So to see it in all of it's semi-glowing glory go here ----> http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y32/Batty_lass/Bandnesslol.jpg

Rulez:
To get your own omg amazing band album cover, follow these steps. 1. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random The first article title on the page is the name of your band. 2. http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 The last four words of the very last quote is the title of your album. 3. http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/ The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover. Yay :]

Skinny Jeans

2008-01-15T16:18:00.000-08:00

Skinny jeans. I can't really tell if I like them or not. I see them on some people and I think "ewwwww" but on other people they are extremely attractive.
I really don't know.

I don't wear skinny jeans. Mah legz be bigz.

What I think of the Jonas Brothers

2008-01-09T14:11:00.000-08:00

You can't say anything negative about the Jonas Brothers at school because eight-million fan girls will pounce, lunge, and rip. All three of those verbs sound particularly painful, SO I will not venture there...

I was never a Jonas Brothers fangirl. I thought they were alright, but I don't believe that they deserve all of the "omg-ness" that they are getting. They have some songs are are fun and catchy. I think that they are really good for being completely clean of bad words. It's a breeze of fresh air in this world full of profanity. But again I state: They are alright. That's all. They don't deserve two girls viciously fighting with each other over who Nick Jonas would love more.

Girl 1: I think Nick Jonas would fall in love with me if we met...
Girl 2: OMG YOU WHORE! HE WOULD SO TOTALLY STAB YOU AND LOVE ME!

Not. Worth. It.

I was a wee bit annoyed by all of this stuff going around, but today it has reached a new level of ~*weird*~.
Two girls were wearing shirts that said "Jonas or DIE"

What. The. Hell? It's like they are in a cult worshiping three teenage boys. Next thing they'll be by the side of the road wearing wings made of styrofoam selling shrimp out of a boot that says "Jonas Brothers" on it.

It's crazy.

Omg lol@"OMG YOU WHORE! HE WOULD SO TOTALLY STAB YOU AND LOVE ME!"

Oh seven - Oh eight

2008-01-01T17:05:00.000-08:00

Oh Seven:
-I was suspended :]
-I survived alt. ed. paha
-I made my first youtube video
-I got 22 subscribers (omgomg)
-I turned 13
-I learned that just because one is an authoritative figure, doesn't mean that they're good.

Two thousand EIGHT:

-I'll try to start a dream log
-I'll try to make more videos
-I'll try to be more of an optimist
-I will try to succeed

:]

Sweet Dreams, darling. '08 has just begun....

Ah!

2007-12-28T09:42:00.000-08:00

IS there anyway to edit your posts? I just noticed a lot of spelling errors and it annoys me....

Fluffy

2007-12-28T09:35:00.000-08:00

Hello! I have a cat. She is a hairless cat. Her name is Fluffy. She is the biggest brat in the world. This morning as I was making breakfast she decided to try to pee in the sink. Sooo, before she ~*began*~ I eas like, "FLUFFY NO!" so she jumped out of the sink. I then grabbed her and put her in the bathroom where her litter box is. She ran out and back into the kitchen. In hte kitchen she decided to stick her tongue in the pot holding left-over gravy. Then, she peed in the sink. *augh*

I sat down and was eating my breakfast (left over turkey,gravy,mashed potatoes and green bean cassarole) when she jumped on the table. I grabed the place mat (as you do) and went to smack her with it. I never acctaully smack her...just seeing it come towards her scares her so she runs. There is never any contact. Well, she jumped OVER the swinging place mat and grabbed a huge peice of turkey. I tried to grab it from her but it was too late. She ran. She is fat. Rawr.

Then, the dogs felt jealous so I had to give them some turkey. I had no turkey. :[

Merry Christmas to you too, FLuffy.

She is asleep in my bed right now. AUGH

I<3>

A bit more of a serious topic...

2007-12-27T08:14:00.000-08:00

Have you ever had that feeling? The feeling like your walking on air. When you feel like you have this huge glowing ball inside of you making you smile all the time. When you feel like your heart keeps getting bigger, and bigger and soon it will just explode right out of you. The feeling when you can't stop being happy...no matter what. The feeling of being in love.

Well, have you?

I know, for sure, that I haven't, and I want, almost more than anything, to feel that. I've had my fair share of school-girl crushes. They've never lasted more than a few days. I'll decide that I "like" them, but then, as I begin to watch them closer I see all of their faults and immediately any attraction is lost.

I've had celebrity crushes. Completely based off of looks and their characters personalities, they weren't love. My love for the youtubers charlieissocoollike, whataboutadam, nerimon, johnnydurham19, and many others is strong, but it's not being in love. Sure, I would've given almost anything to hug them, or just touch their hair, but I know that their is no possible way for that happening. I love them SO much but, alas, I'm not truly in love.

I want the kind of love that my sister has. When ever she talks about her boyfriend she gets this giant smile on her face, and she doesn't even realize she's smiling until I point it out.

I want the kind of love that paytotheorderofofof2 (off of youtube people call her "Emily") has. She has all of these people telling her to break up with her boyfriend because he's different. Does she listen? No. They love each other and that's all that matters.

I don't think that I'll ever get that kind of love. Sure, I'm only thirteen and I have loads of things ahead of me but, I set my standards too high. I want to find someone kind, intelligent, and who likes the same things that I do. I'm not the kind of girl who can afford high standards. I don't see why anyone in the world could possibly love me. {Whining starts NOW} I'm not attractive, I'm very...strange, I'm loud/talkative/obnoxious, I'm incredibly opinionated and stubborn*. People say that when your in-love you can look past all these faults in a person, but it just doesn't seem possible. I don't know.

*I'm not saying being opinionated is a fault. I'm saying that if a person were to look past the ugly/strange/obnoxious side of me, and they had a completely different opinion than me on something major, there would be many debates. Some people like to try to keep the peace and wouldn't like that.